I want hookups, NO RELATIONSHIPS!!!!

I've honestly been struggling with my masculinity, I've always forced myself to like women but I keep avoiding the thoughts I have when I see an attractive man, I put on a mask for the environment I'm in and I feel like I'm becoming a shell, I want to know if these are just intrusive thoughts or feelings I feel are something more. Im 27 years old im looking for hookups or find a FWB maybe more who wants someone to Have a fwb on the weekends.go places lunh Music stay home toghter,get to.know each other.i don't want a man with a large hammer is my fantasy. 6ft 220 lbs good looking down to earth i an look for a women how wants to have sex and a long time relationship and maybe want to be with me forever as a family. Straight heterosexual female intelligence and essential humor are essential but not demanded someone who knows what she likes and knows how to please a person men or women still looking to make friends and love dive bars and have fun , hit me up, even funny sometimes, love some older women if I view you it means I'm in your town.

Been with women for last few years but have decided I want to be a unicorn and see how much fun that can be from Lansing. Pinkk Velvett......if you please Seduction & Female Ejaculation Luvs a real good Panties Trib :) Kitty Wrestler & Beating around the bush n Butterflying :) I am here to have some fun really, I'm into big women and older women.